Just woke up fram a "daymare"(nightmare)...
Recently I had a touch about the Haran's sermon...

I am always following my parent whenever they go...
I just prefer be with them because I feel free...
Even at church...
If you see my parent = you see me....
Haha...
So, my Haran in my spiritually life is not independent...
Always sticking together with my family...
That makes me have no friends in the church....
No communication among the youth and me...
Not to say interaction...

Chatted with my deputy group leader last night (through MSN)...
Told him about my conviction...
He agreed with that and asked me try to sit at the youth area after forming the new group this Friday...
Ok..I nodded...

Let's go back to my "daymare"...
I dreamt I went out with a friend...
He brought me to the beach...
I said : Don't go too far, I don't want my family to worry about me...
As we were about to walk towards the beach...
I saw my brother...
I felt curious and angry...
"Why are you here?" I asked with a strong voice.
"...."My brother kept quiet.
"Who brought you here?"
A cousin came and she said : "Why are you asking so fiercely?"
"Why are you so kepo? Nothing to do with you..." grumbling in my heart.
I felt really angry...
As I turned my head, I saw my mom was also there...
Duh...Including my grandparents!!!!
The whole family were there!!!!
Why I never know they wanted to go to beach???
Hmph...The fire of anger burnt in me...
I just went back into the car and slammed the car's door...
Haha...
And kept scolding very loudly in the car...
Suddenly........
I woke up and the dream is over...
I felt the anger even I had awaken...

This is a "daymare" to me..
Because never ever my family neglected me...
If really happen...
I will be very sad and angry...
@_@