Self confidence

Don't know since when...I always compare myself with others...
Make me feel so embarrassing...
Cause people around me are better than me...
Especially appearance...I
always feel that I am not pretty...
Haha...paiseh...
Cause my sister is tall and slim...
As for me...Haih..No need to say much lar...
Opposite from my sister!!!!!
Short and not slim (haha..say it in the nicer way..in short means fat!!!!)
@.@ I always want to keep fit...
But that's really hard...
I LOVES to EAT!!!Haha...

From the camp...
Pastor preached that we shouldn't care much about how people around think about you...
That will only make yourself feel so down and have less confidence...
Making yourself can't do great things in your life...
Cause you always think that you are not as good as others...
Just like me...Hehe...
But I'll try my best...
If I failed, I'll feel upset but I can still handle it...
Cause I'm not the worst!!!Haha...
Always encourage yourself that you are not the worse...
But must also look towards to those who are better than you..
So that you can improve yourself yet not condemning yourself that you are a failure...

As a christian...
When you have no self confidence...
You are meaning that you have no confidence in GOD!!!
I just have to know that God wants to use me...
God loves me...
In Him, I'm perfect...
With myself, I am nothing...
So, I shouldn't have no self confidence...
Hehe..So no need keep fit...
Hahahaha!!!