Thoughts and feelings

I always heard that old christians said that : You had known Christ for such a young age, you are really blessed...
In my heart I was thinking...
Huh??I think those senior citizen who know Christ while they are dying is more blessed lo...
Because after they received Christ, then they are sure to be with the Lord...
Without going through so many trials and tests...

For us teenagers...
There are many temptations in this word that can influnce us to leave Jesus and do what we want...
It's just so hard for us to remain pure and innocent and be pleasing in God's eyes until we can be with Him...
There is still a very long way ahead us...
How can I assure to myself that I will definately go the Heaven when I die???
Haha...I know I had think too much...
That's why God says only little children can enter into the Kingdom of God...
Because they have pure heart...Innocent and obedient...
Not like us, when God says this, we do that...
Always doing things in our own ways and interest...

In fact, my thinking is really wrong!!!
When we know Jesus earlier...
We should have a more peaceful and blessed life..
Because we are under God's protection..
Whenever we have problems or difficulties...
If we know how to humble ourselves and seek for Him...
He'll definately help us...

As for the senior citizen who know God while they are dying...
Yes, they can go to heaven without going through so many trials...
But, for their past life...
They have no protection and teaching of God when they have problems...
I believe that they were really suffering...
All the gifts that God had planned to give them..
They can't receive because they didn't know Jesus...

So, I know what I think is just so very incorrect...
Thank God for letting me to know Him when i am still young..
Amen..