I'm too brittle..

Last night was a masquerade ball from blessed youth...
Our group had spent 4 days to prepare for our competition....
We create our own masks...
Besides using papers and colorful little things to put on it...
We use disks~

This is the mask for men...

This is for women...

I think it's cool and creative...Hehe...

I like it...^^

This is how our group's men look like...

Cute leh???

However, all these are not my main points for today...
Yesterday night, my hair was tied up...
(I'm not the one who tied my hair up)

Wah!!!!That really hurts me...
Not because I don't like to tie up my hair...
It's because.......AHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Don't know how to say....

In short, I look VERY UGLY!!!!
I kept screaming and my heart was broken....
I never know I can be so ugly...
My hair, KNS!!!!
Make the whole me KNS!!!
**Always say people KNS, now myself KNS liao lah...
Haha...(laughing with tears)

So, the whole night, actually, I'm MOODLESS!!!
All my confident disappeared....
I don't even want to look into the mirror...
SAD...T.T

Then today, I weighted my weight...
ADUH!!!!Another big SLAP for me!!!!
How can I be 55+kg?????
Once I looked at the digits...
My heart was broken again...
I couldn't take it as a fact...

I hold my feelings to finish watching my movie...
Then, go to my room and talk to someone...
In the end, I cried like nothing...
ADUH...How can I be so BRITTLE???
I hate myself for being so weak!!!!

I shouldn't focus too much on my appearance...
Appearance is not everything...
I should be grateful for I'm a well being...
My heart is only healed by GOD after the prayer meeting just now...

Teach me how to think as YOU think, God...
AMEN...