Many of us think that we are to important for that person...
As parent, we feel that without us, our children will not be able to survive...
As couple, we think that without us, the other partner will not be as happy as before...
As a friend, we feel that without us, other friends will not have such a good friend they ever had...
As I always said: WHATEVER!!!!haha....
We are just human...
And there are uncountable human in this world...
So, who do you think you are???
When you have the chance to get a position in someone heart,
you must have a deep sense of gratitude, humbly and treasure it...
Chance will never wait for anyone, you are the one who should run for the chance...
Life is short like a mist...
Without life, even you have beautiful plan, you can do NOTHING...
So, don't be silly to do those unnecessary things for NOTHING again...
Remember, our lives is entirely in God's hand...
Don't be self-important and self-reliant...
We don't know when will we leave the world..
So, do treasure the people around you...
Although no one is irreplaceable...
But at least I have got the place for that short moment...
I'm satisfied...
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
No one is ir-replace-able...
Posted by [P]inky[D]og at 11:00 AM 2 sharings~
Friday, July 10, 2009
Brand New Me~~
As you can see in my previous post..
I sound a bit upset and disappointed...
Although I prayed to God so many times...
Ask Him for confidence and strength...
Yet, it's very easy for me to use my own thinking again...
This is really not good...
Now then I had opened my mind...
I'm so used to complain about others...
Always angry when people are not doing things as what I had expected...
Why not I love them more instead of showing my dissatisfaction?
That's why I'm afraid of expectation...
Because I'm afraid of disappointment...
So, for anyone who ever doubt that what do friendship means...
Here is the answer...
Friendship will last longer when you learn NOT to put any expectation on him/her...
For instance, when you are organizing an event...
or you have a performance on a particular day...
You expect your friends to appear in the scene which you wish to...
So, when your friends are not there...
Or they came, but didn't support you til the end...
What will you feel???
You'll feel that what kind of friend is that???
Aren't he/she should support me not just by mouth and also by action???
Why???
Why was he/she went out while I'm performing???
Am I too lousy???
Or, I'm nothing / have no value in his/her heart???
When you have all these expectations on your friends...
You'll feel very sad and even get mad of them..
So, I've really understand how to let myself to become stronger now...
Whatever happen in my life...
I'll still try my best to love all my friends...
In short, don't expect people to love you...
We should love them first...
This is all I've learn from Jesus...
Posted by [P]inky[D]og at 10:58 PM 2 sharings~
Sunday, May 17, 2009
The power of WORDS~
Do you know that what you speak is actually powerful and will come to past?
I knew it, but, I had spoken lots of negative words EVERYDAY!!!!
Do you?hehe...
Tonight, Pastor Paul Ang preached for our Sunday service...
I really thank God for loving me and having mercy on me so much...
As usual, when anything happens, our first thinking is always negative...
If a teenage girl go home in the midnight or do not even go home, what's our first impression towards her?
I don't have to answer this, but i'm sure 99.99% of us will think passively...
There's no reason for us to think in the bright way...
The power of words!!!
As we all know, there's recession and new diseases are coming...
What can we do???
First, speak positively, don't always declare yourself or others that it's terrible....
Just say that the disease will not hit us, the recession will never affect us!!!
Be positive, steady and happy!!!
What we say can bring death or life...
Can create fear or faith...
Can determine your future and destiny...
Can create problem or solve the problem..
Can even call things which do not exist as though there are...
So, our tongue is the steering wheel of our life~
Before you speak, you control the words ; once spoken, the words control you...
There's always no harm for us to speak nice words...
You happy, I happy, Everyone happy...
Start today and you can see the results...
What you sow, what you rip...
Life is just so simple...
Posted by [P]inky[D]og at 10:11 PM 4 sharings~
Saturday, March 21, 2009
I'm too brittle..
Our group had spent 4 days to prepare for our competition....
We create our own masks...
Besides using papers and colorful little things to put on it...
We use disks~
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This is how our group's men look like...
Cute leh???
Yesterday night, my hair was tied up...
(I'm not the one who tied my hair up)
Wah!!!!That really hurts me...
Not because I don't like to tie up my hair...
It's because.......AHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Don't know how to say....
In short, I look VERY UGLY!!!!
I kept screaming and my heart was broken....
I never know I can be so ugly...
My hair, KNS!!!!
Make the whole me KNS!!!
**Always say people KNS, now myself KNS liao lah...
Haha...(laughing with tears)
So, the whole night, actually, I'm MOODLESS!!!
All my confident disappeared....
I don't even want to look into the mirror...
SAD...T.T
Then today, I weighted my weight...
ADUH!!!!Another big SLAP for me!!!!
How can I be 55+kg?????
Once I looked at the digits...
My heart was broken again...
I couldn't take it as a fact...
I hold my feelings to finish watching my movie...
Then, go to my room and talk to someone...
In the end, I cried like nothing...
ADUH...How can I be so BRITTLE???
I hate myself for being so weak!!!!
I shouldn't focus too much on my appearance...
Appearance is not everything...
I should be grateful for I'm a well being...
My heart is only healed by GOD after the prayer meeting just now...
Teach me how to think as YOU think, God...
AMEN...
Posted by [P]inky[D]og at 9:32 PM 2 sharings~
About: The truth and teachings
Monday, March 02, 2009
Prayers to loss weight~
I have decided to diet liao...
Hmph...Though it is really tough for me...
Because I LOVE to EAT!!!
I saw my mom reduced her waistline as mine...
Wah...She really determined to loss her weight this time...
I don't want to be the shortest yet the most plump in my family!!!!
So, I must try my very best to slim down...
Haha...
BUT....
Really hard wo...
Cannot eat many food that I like so much...
I like LOLLIPOP, chocolates, coffee and .....
I like fried stuff....
I think I can just try not to eat so oftenly...
It's impossible for me not to touch all those food which I mentioned above...
So, how ar???
And I hate exercising too...
How am I going to slim down???
Duh...I know thinking without actions is NOTHING...
I'll try my best lah...
With my might, sure I cannot do it...
So, my mom show me a book and ask me to pray...
This is what the prayer book written...
My prayers to God :
In the name of Jesus, with the authority of Father God, and the power of the Holy Spirit,
may God realease your power into my hypothalamus,
speed up my metabolism, then, back to normal.
May God also adjust my appetite,
so that my body interested to nutritious and healthy food,
and hate any dessert and those food which cause obese.
Let me don't like food with high calories, so that I am able to absorb all the nutrients evenly. Adjust my weight, so that I can reduce 5-10kg in a month.
Thank Lord for accomplishing His own glory,
may the anointing of Holy Spirit anoint powerfully. In the name of Jesus I pray, AMEN!!!
Posted by [P]inky[D]og at 9:24 PM 2 sharings~
About: daily living, The truth and teachings, Thoughts and Feelings
Saturday, February 21, 2009
Broken heart
My relationship with my siblings are not bad...
We share our thoughts and feelings together...
We can really communicate well...
But, sometimes, my sister & I will also quarrel and even FIGHT!!!
This time, we fight again...
I hope this would be the last time....
I'm not being coward...
Just that my heart was broken everytime we fight...
So, what is the reason for us to fight???
In short, it's all because my sister's attitude is not good...
I try to lecture her....
My heart is not wanting to scold her...
I taught her smoothly...
With strict words~~~
Then, suddenly my brother said:"I hate eldest sister...She always like to lecture us!!!"
Owh!!!In my heart, I was like...
"Huh???Am I wrong to teach you guys to become better???"
My heart was broken,immediately...
Because previously, when he was a kid, he never talked to me like this...
And of cause, my sister will not cover her hatred towards me...
She expressed her dissatisfied fiercely...
That time, I'm really MAD at them!!!
I try my best to fight over with her with all the possible words that I can think of....
Eg : "You really bring shame to our parents!!!"
I know I sound rude here...
Sorry for that...
After a period of quarrelling...
My sister said : You better shut up, If not I'll beat You!!!"
I replied:" Ok, Let's beat me now..."
I'm not afraid of her...
Being calm and steady~
Sitting down on the floor and continue to do my assignment...
She stood up and....BEAT me!!!!
I of cause defended myself and fight her back with all my strength...
(as we all know, girls only pull each others hair while fighting)
Then my house maid came and split us away...
By tickling my sister...
So that she will loose her hand...
And we stopped our fight...
After this incident, I talked to my mom...
My mom had taught me many things...
She was not scolding me...
I thank God for having such a wise mom~~
Hehe...
I had learnt many things through this "disaster"..
I've always been praying for God to transform me...
The main thing is to transform me from being proud and self-righteous...
My heart was broken and I cried...
While crying...
God talked to me : Don't always have high expectations on others...You just have to expect high on yourself...
Don't always blame others if they don't reach your requirements...
Why don't try your best to meet other's requirements???
Instead of blaming others...
I pray to God to learn His attitude...
Jesus will never fight over when others are scolding Him...
Posted by [P]inky[D]og at 11:08 AM 10 sharings~
About: Family, The truth and teachings, Thoughts and Feelings
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Thank God
To live together wit us, and also to go to church...
He was working for one of the company...
The company only give him an "very old" Kancil...
Since they were giving a Kancil, why not just give him a brand new one???
Duh...
Anyway, I'm writing this post not to complain...
Let's go back to the topic...
Now!!!God had blessed my dad with this PRADO...
Very much nicer and bigger than that little Kancil...
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I really feel proud of my dad...
He is able to work for that "kedekut" boss for 2 years...
Thank God for giving such a blessing after his endurance...
If you are able to overcome the hard times together with Jesus...
He'll always give you more than what you can expect...^^
Thank God~~
Posted by [P]inky[D]og at 9:22 PM 5 sharings~
About: daily living, Family, The truth and teachings
Monday, February 16, 2009
First Love..
So, what is the first love???
It's the very first feeling and enthusiasm towards that particular person...
When we love someone...
After a period of time...
It's the same for us,every Christian...
Posted by [P]inky[D]og at 7:26 PM 6 sharings~
Sunday, February 08, 2009
Faith with no action is NOTHING!!!
Do you have a dream? Or, are you day dreaming?
I believe everyone have a dream...
Be it a dream to be a billionaire, or, just dreaming to become beautiful...
Some may have a little dream which others may think that it's actually very common...
Such as, hoping themselves can own a pet...Haha...
That's also a dream...don't laugh...
Ok, let's return to the main point....
We may not have a wonderful background...
Maybe we are poor, live in rural area, or, we are orphan?
Whatever kind of background we are in...
We might even think that in the situation like this, we have no dream, and no future...
So, let's us learn something from a woman...
Her name is Rahab...
She doesn't have a wonderful background as well...
She's an idol worshipping gentile...
She worked as a prostitute...
From human's sight, she has no dream, no future!!!
One day, she heard that how great was the God of Israelites to help them to crossed over the Red Sea...
And they were all going to attack the city that she's living in...
But, Rahab was not afraid, she just believe that the God is the real God, and she want to follow this God...
And so, when the Israelites sent two men to Rahab's city...
She took an bold action to help those two men...
She has the faith that if she help them, she and her family will be saved too...
While waiting the two men to save her and her family, her faith never fades...
Don't know how long had been waited...
At last, her faith brought salvation to her and her family!!!
All the people in the city was killed, except Rahab's family...
The lessons that we can learned from this story are :
When we have a dream, we must also take into bold actions to accomplish it!!!
We must believe that we can do it!!!
Not just believe for a few days, or a few months...
Our faith must endures...
The last but not least, God will only bess us while we are DOING it....
A dream without action will not be blessed...
Posted by [P]inky[D]og at 5:09 PM 2 sharings~
About: Church, The truth and teachings, Thoughts and Feelings
Monday, January 19, 2009
Want to be blessed...
The Chinese New Year is around the corner...
I'm sure 90% of the chinese are thinking of to be PROPEROUS!!!
Chinese LOVE $$$$$...
Even the CNY songs are mostly about prosperity comes...
We always hope that the God of prosperity will come to us...
We wish that we'll get as much $ as possible...
No one will ever blame that their money is too much...
Do we ever think that, is it MONEY=everything???
Can MONEY brings all the hapiness to us???
Yeah, money is very important, but still not the everything in our lives...
In other word, MONEY = root of every problem...
With money, people can do many things...
Be it good or bad things, depends on the person him/herself....
Actually, It's God's intention to bless us...
God didn't create human to let us suffer...
So, we are actually blessed!!!
Just that we walked away from the path of God, and so, it's we, ourselves didn't grab whole of the blessings that we had...
Why we want to be blessed???
We are blessed, so that we can bless others...
But don't simply bless people...
For some people, when we bless them OFTENLY...
They'll try their best to take advantages from us to do bad things...
So, be smart when you bless someone...
After we bless others, we must make sure that they'll glorify the name of GOD...
Because it's God that bless us, so, it's a must, to remember to glorify God's name...
Amen!!!
Posted by [P]inky[D]og at 5:37 PM 0 sharings~
About: Church, The truth and teachings
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
Offering
When we talk about offering...
What will you think of??
Either negatively nor positively...
Whatever that you can think of...
I just want to share the truth that I know about offering here...
Offering is giving your property, mostly, money to God...
Why should we, Christian, need to give offering???
Is it the church need our money??
Or, do you think God wants your money???
Ehem...Don't ever think that your money is so important...
Everyone in this earth have money too...
In fact, for most of us, our offering would not bring any difference to the church...
So, Why should Christians give offering???
Now, let us study this matter in God's eyes...
For God, He don't need our money...
Because this whole earth is belong to Him alone...
He set the rule for us to tithe...
Meaning giving 10% of our income to Him...
But Why???Isn't He don't need our money???
Because He want us, human, to set free from money...
On this earth, it's the fact that MONEY is a very important element in our lives...
For most things, No Money, No Talk...
So, we always treat money so preciously...
Keep holding the money tightly...
Prefer to waste the money to enjoy our lives...
Not to give to others...
Because we are the one who work so hard to earn the money...
For Christian, we have to give offering to God!!!
God is invisible!!!
We never see God!!!
How can we able to give our precious MONEY to Him????
This is the problem...
But wait, that's actually the reasons for most Chistians not to give offering...
God wants us to tithe...
Because He knows we LOVES money!!!
He want to see whether we are willing to give our money to Him or not....
If we have the faith in Him...
We will surely willing to do whatever that He says and teach...
And we all know that God loves us...
He will never ask us to do anything that bring harm to us...
His will is much more higher than us...
He knows what is good for us...
He controls tomorrow~~~
In short, God wants us to tithe...
He wants to bless us (financially)!!!!
He wants to bless our future lives!!!
But, with a condition,
We must trust in His word and offer with a grateful and joyful heart...
Posted by [P]inky[D]og at 10:07 AM 4 sharings~
About: The truth and teachings
Saturday, December 13, 2008
No Arms, No Legs, No WORRIES!
Posted by [P]inky[D]og at 10:22 AM 2 sharings~
About: Church, The truth and teachings
Monday, December 01, 2008
[I ] [L]ove [Y]ou
Especially towards opposite sex...
Posted by [P]inky[D]og at 8:06 PM 8 sharings~
About: Just for fun, The truth and teachings
Thoughts and feelings
I always heard that old christians said that : You had known Christ for such a young age, you are really blessed...
In my heart I was thinking...
Huh??I think those senior citizen who know Christ while they are dying is more blessed lo...
Because after they received Christ, then they are sure to be with the Lord...
Without going through so many trials and tests...
For us teenagers...
There are many temptations in this word that can influnce us to leave Jesus and do what we want...
It's just so hard for us to remain pure and innocent and be pleasing in God's eyes until we can be with Him...
There is still a very long way ahead us...
How can I assure to myself that I will definately go the Heaven when I die???
Haha...I know I had think too much...
That's why God says only little children can enter into the Kingdom of God...
Because they have pure heart...Innocent and obedient...
Not like us, when God says this, we do that...
Always doing things in our own ways and interest...
In fact, my thinking is really wrong!!!
When we know Jesus earlier...
We should have a more peaceful and blessed life..
Because we are under God's protection..
Whenever we have problems or difficulties...
If we know how to humble ourselves and seek for Him...
He'll definately help us...
As for the senior citizen who know God while they are dying...
Yes, they can go to heaven without going through so many trials...
But, for their past life...
They have no protection and teaching of God when they have problems...
I believe that they were really suffering...
All the gifts that God had planned to give them..
They can't receive because they didn't know Jesus...
So, I know what I think is just so very incorrect...
Thank God for letting me to know Him when i am still young..
Amen..
Posted by [P]inky[D]og at 11:52 AM 3 sharings~
Thursday, November 20, 2008
Self confidence
Don't know since when...I always compare myself with others...
Make me feel so embarrassing...
Cause people around me are better than me...
Especially appearance...I
always feel that I am not pretty...
Haha...paiseh...
Cause my sister is tall and slim...
As for me...Haih..No need to say much lar...
Opposite from my sister!!!!!
Short and not slim (haha..say it in the nicer way..in short means fat!!!!)
@.@ I always want to keep fit...
But that's really hard...
I LOVES to EAT!!!Haha...
From the camp...
Pastor preached that we shouldn't care much about how people around think about you...
That will only make yourself feel so down and have less confidence...
Making yourself can't do great things in your life...
Cause you always think that you are not as good as others...
Just like me...Hehe...
But I'll try my best...
If I failed, I'll feel upset but I can still handle it...
Cause I'm not the worst!!!Haha...
Always encourage yourself that you are not the worse...
But must also look towards to those who are better than you..
So that you can improve yourself yet not condemning yourself that you are a failure...
As a christian...
When you have no self confidence...
You are meaning that you have no confidence in GOD!!!
I just have to know that God wants to use me...
God loves me...
In Him, I'm perfect...
With myself, I am nothing...
So, I shouldn't have no self confidence...
Hehe..So no need keep fit...
Hahahaha!!!
Posted by [P]inky[D]og at 9:20 PM 6 sharings~
About: Church, The truth and teachings
Monday, October 27, 2008
Assurance of LOVE~~~
Do you agree that love is really important in our life??
It's just like the nutrients in our life...
Without love, we can still live, normally, but not wonderfully...
The assurance from our loved one means a lot...
Just a simple sentence like : You are really beautiful in my eyes...
It can already increases our confidence to the extreme...
Don't just focus on the love relationship...
The relationship between parents and children is also very important...
Parents should also give the assurance of LOVE to their children...
By saying words like : Well done!!!
You are the best...
Many parents give high expectation from their children...
Whenever the children can't achieve what they expect...
They'll be mad at them and say out words that can really hurt the child's heart...
The love and encouragement from parents can really change a children's life...
This is because the child needs assurance from their parent to continue what they are doing...
People nowadays love conditionally...
If the person didn't do something that can pleased them...
It's hard to love them...
REMEMBER!!!!
We should love someone before they had done anything great...
Just like what God told Jesus:
"This is my son, whom I love; with him I am well pleased."*Matthew 3:17
This is what God told Jesus before He did anything great....
God had already well pleased with him...
Just because of a simple reason, Jesus is His precious son....
To my dear friend~~
I really appreciate to have you guys as part of my life...
Without you guys...
My life will not be so interesting and fun...
I love you all...
Don't doubt!!!
For anyone who views my blog...
You are my friend and I love u~~
Hehe...
Posted by [P]inky[D]og at 10:14 AM 9 sharings~
Saturday, October 04, 2008
Insecure
Attended the Blessed Young Adult Camp at Santubong last night...
The speaker : Pastor Jay Koopman from America
His sermon was really great...
Many people serve the Lord...
To gain praises and apprval from others...
So that people around you to say : "You are great!!!"
"You are such a good man!!!
"Good Job!!!!"
Because we feel insecure...
We always put our eyes on HUMAN....
Not on God...
Initially, we are doing that thing for God...
We thought we are doing it for God...
This is good...
But, there is always a BUT...
When others praises us...
Our focuses will be "REFRACTED"...
We will feel good and proud of it...Definately...
This is a normal reaction actually...
Slowly, if the condition is getting more serious...
We will forget to give all the glory to God anymore...
Ya, I admit...
I always feel insecure...
Always wanting and desire others to comfirm me...
I admit...
Many times, or everytimes...
I do things...So that others can know what I had done...
Tell me, I'm good...
Hmph...
Though I know the word of God quite well...
I know God is always be with me...
And with God, nothing is impossible...
God had already comfirmed me actually...
But...
Hmph...
I hate BUT...
Leaders...
They are leading the cell group...
Worship team...
They are leading us to worship the Lord...
Anyway, all of us are still HUMAN...
So, we will always put our eyes on HUMAN...
Ya, we are doing things for God, in appearance...
In our heart...
Is it really like this???
We will still always concern about HUMAN's thinking and feelings...
More than what God thinks and feels...
May God forgive me...
May Holy spirit fills me...
And transform my heart...
Into what He want my heart to be...
May God heals my insecurity...
Posted by [P]inky[D]og at 5:56 PM 0 sharings~
About: The truth and teachings
Saturday, August 09, 2008
What a wonderful night...
The whole Kuching was in the dark!!!!
There was a prayer meeting just now, at Blessed Church, 7:30pm...
Though all the brothers and sisters knew that there was no electric current...
We still park our cars nicely and walked to the church...
But, we did not go into the church building...
We were all standing outside the church...
We were praising, worshiping and prayer....
Really touched to see our unity...
I believe all of us were having an excited and grateful heart...
No one were complaining it is hot and no one left...
The most touching part was the final few minutes...
When our pastor was having an author-call...
More than 10 new people came out to receive the Lord...
Halleluyah....
God's will is really higher than ours...
gos will do freat work in Kuching...
Revival is coming...
Amen!!
Posted by [P]inky[D]og at 9:03 PM 0 sharings~
About: daily living, The truth and teachings
Posted by [P]inky[D]og at 1:07 PM 0 sharings~
About: The truth and teachings
Monday, August 04, 2008
Started the Daniel's fast last Friday...
We only allow to eat vege and fruits...
The food which is the nearest to the meat is the EGG~!!!
Don't think we can eat through the whole day...
We can only choose one meal to eat...
Hehe..
From 1st to 30th of August...
What a nice day...
We break our fast on my birthday oh...
What a blessed day...(just belief and declare it by myself lar...)
Our one meal is counted as period...
Breakfast - From you wake up till 11:59am
Lunch - 12:00pm till 5:59pm
Dinner - 6:00pm till you sleep
The purpose of our fasting is to pray for the revival of Kuching -> Sarawak -> Malaysia!!!
This is the nation's fasting period for Christians in Malaysia...
This year is the year after Jubilee...
New things are going to happen...
Things that make Malaysia being noticed by the world...
Wait and See!!!
Of cause, don't just wait and do nothing lar...
Must believe and pray for it...K?
Posted by [P]inky[D]og at 9:03 AM 0 sharings~
About: daily living, The truth and teachings
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